October 28th, 2005
|10:49 pm - this n that|
friday night. spent an hour eating pizza and reading stories to my (almost) 4 year old nephew.
I hadn't seen him for 5 months and he has gotten big and very verbose.
feeling melancholy, moody, almost hypersensitive.
i have much to be grateful for, happy about even, and yet keep feeling about to burst into tears.
sipping hot tea, taking a hot bath and listening to music to soothe myself.
last night hung out with j and sarah and met jake. saw some cool halloween houses, one cutesy with a great treehouse
(hellllllp meeeeeee saraaaaaaah, help meeeeee kill the organ player, hellllp meeee find my copy of charlottes web!!)
the second one spookier with great effects, kinda like disney's haunted mansion but smaller.
capped it off with desert at bob's big boy, yum.
sadly, realized its the end of the month and i haven't gotten a pumpkin yet. maybe jeff will carve one with me on sunday.
i want to make roasted pumpkin seeds and pie. this is always my favorite time of the year and i feel i've missed out on much of the month due
to stress, moving, drama, etc. i'm determined to savor the last few days . . .
tomorrow night dia de los muertos at hollywood forever cemetery!!!!!!
come on out everybody :)
churros and hot chocolate spiked with brandy, yum! hide and seek behind the tombstones. banda music and beautiful candle lit altars
afterwords catch the camille rose garcia reception and maybe a midnight viewing of nightmare before christmas-
Current Mood: moody
Current Music: Paul Westerberg - No Place for You
heeeelp meeee heeelp meeeee heelpl me rhonda help help me ronda